every rocker’s life

tomorrow JUne 14 is my most memorable birthday…im turning 18..i can’t believe i will leave this long. after being sick im still alive. i thank GOD for everything.

i woke up this afternoon asking my self “am i ready to enter a new relationship?”…after in so much pain for the past two years…my best friend broke my heart. he was always telling me that he loves me but he will still think for a hundred times before we will settle our relationship its because he dont want me to feel pain anymore. aftter we broke up two years ago i feel like lost and numb and now some one is making me feel so special but im still worried if i can handle it after all this guy really likes me. even i got a lot of suitors around me i still beleive that i deserve to be happy even without paul (my bestfriend)

at 9am together with my sister,,,we are on our way home to Montalban. at first we ate breakfast at mc donalds. then when we are almost at home there was a traffic jam near the subdivision and its freaking hot. we took a ride entering the subdivision by means of “tricycle” when we are at the club house the driver asked us to go down first, because of the steep sharp way up the driver was having a hard time driving the tricycle because we are haevy…my sister and i began laughing and i told her that “this tricycle is totaly freaking me out..”i cant help but laugh because it really needed to be replaced.. then i asked the driver “do yuo want me to help you???i’ll push it if you want” he said “no thanks”….when we are at home he said “sorry for the trouble…you two are heavy” we just smiled at him………so tell me???isn’t it outrageous????