every rocker’s life

i saw paul’s profile and i saw a sweet comment from a girl named rona…even though i love ian it still hurts…i used to love paul for such a long time…it will take time to forget….but i think ian will understand and he will help me..

2days vacation is so tiring…but its worth it…im so happy to with my mom…now back at the city…and im so worried..i have to take reviews on my exams im feeling so much pressure…

today i send my day sleeping. i woke up at around 12pm and ate my heavy brunch..our dish for lunch is king crabs…sooo yummy….im about to take a bath right now.its raining outside i cant go out….ian is also mad at me..we had a little agruement this after noon…he said im always sleeping….

last night july 3 09 me and ian went to the mall to buy julia a present….then we went straight to julia’s house….then we started drinking….at about 11:30 pm we went to white avenue… we danced while drinking…waha so tipsy that time…at about 1am we bar hopped….we came seperate at around 3am….ian and i slept at julia’s house….we both went home at around 6am……now i just woke up at around 12pm…..and almost on my way to lee’s house to do some research……

im 5days delayed…im quite happy…but not that much….hahai im still worried about what will be our family’s reaction…

i woke up very late…so i didnt went to school….i woke up 9am…my class starts at 8:30am…even if ill rush i wont make it…i will be late for the quiz..so i decided not to go to school today…

on friday its julia’s bday…im glad im invited….julia is ian’s friend….and also my schoolmate….im almost going to bed now…because im so tired….

im so  busy since classes starts….having my soooooooo tiring yet most interesting subject i become very busy…anyways….our classes starts last june 15 just a day after my 18th bday….june 16 at around 4pm at school quadrangle my fiend khay and i was talking and planning about going out to drink some alcohol after classes…we told out other friends and at around 5pm we went to a place where we can drink some alcohol….when we are already tipsy other students from our school came to do the same thing….after a few moments we were starting to play our trip with the other students…..aftre having some tripping we and the other students decided to stay in one table…then i was talking with this guy named ian…from the start he alredy got my attention…i admit i liked him from the very start….he sent me home later that night….the next day we’re already texting each other aventually he was already courting me……at june 19 i alredy said yes…..danm im inlove with this guy…he already had a daughter named andee…..well i dont give a danm care wether he had a daughter or not….after all he’s not married andeed’s mom left after she gave birth…now andee is already 4year old….now would i really care if he had a child????….i dont think so…after all im inlove….my friends also told me that they liked ian for me…aside from he is so approachable he is also so toughtful……:) having ian makes me feel that im in heaven….